I need to forgive myself for letting Mac move in with his Sperm Donor when he was about 9 years old.
I hated that happened and I regret every moment he was there. I wish I could do it over. And I can't seem to forgive myself for letting it happen, not fighting it, not... stopping it.
The details are really not important and it was a long time ago but I can't seem to forgive myself for it.
I don't like this 30 days of truth. Why did I think this would be fun? Maybe I should start changing the topics to something I like better.
Mags
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It's so hard to forgive ourselves (and others) when it comes to our kids.
It sounds to me like you feel really strongly about this and have huge amounts of regret.
I know it would help if you talked to Mac about it. I bet if you could see he could forgive you (if necessary) then it would be a first step in forgiving yourself.
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