Saturday, October 16, 2010

Day 3 of the 30 day challenge: Forgiving myself

I need to forgive myself for letting Mac move in with his Sperm Donor when he was about 9 years old.

I hated that happened and I regret every moment he was there. I wish I could do it over. And I can't seem to forgive myself for letting it happen, not fighting it, not... stopping it.

The details are really not important and it was a long time ago but I can't seem to forgive myself for it.

I don't like this 30 days of truth. Why did I think this would be fun? Maybe I should start changing the topics to something I like better.


1 comment:

Amy said...

It's so hard to forgive ourselves (and others) when it comes to our kids.

It sounds to me like you feel really strongly about this and have huge amounts of regret.

I know it would help if you talked to Mac about it. I bet if you could see he could forgive you (if necessary) then it would be a first step in forgiving yourself.